they returned to the town。 She did not answer。
〃e to the Empire with me……you and Gertie；〃 he
said。
〃I should look well； going with a married man；〃 she said。
〃I'm no less of a man for being married； am I？〃 he said。
〃Oh； it's a different matter altogether with a married man；〃
she said； in a ready…made speech that showed her chagrin。
〃How's that？〃 he asked。
But she would not enlighten him。 Yet she promised； without
promising； to be at the meeting…place next Saturday evening。
So he left her。 He did not know her name。 He caught a train
and went home。
It was the last train； he was very late。 He was not home till
midnight。 But he was quite indifferent。 He had no real relation
with his home； not this man which he now was。 Anna was sitting
up for him。 She saw the queer； absolved look on his face； a sort
of latent； almost sinister smile； as if he were absolved from
his 〃good〃 ties。
〃Where have you been？〃 she asked； puzzled； interested。
〃To the Empire。〃
〃Who with？〃
〃By myself。 I came home with Tom Cooper。〃
She looked at him； and wondered what he had been doing She
was indifferent as to whether he lied or not。
〃You have e home very strange；〃 she said。 And there was an
appreciative inflexion in the speech。
He was not affected。 As for his humble； good self； he was
absolved from it。 He sat down and ate heartily。 He was not
tired。 He seemed to take no notice of her。
For Anna the moment was critical。 She kept herself aloof； and
watched him。 He talked to her； but with a little indifference；
since he was scarcely aware of her。 So； then she did not affect
him。 Here was a new turn of affairs！ He was rather attractive；
nevertheless。 She liked him better than the ordinary mute；
half…effaced； half…subdued man she usually knew him to be。 So；
he was blossoming out into his real self！ It piqued her。 Very
good； let him blossom！ She liked a new turn of affairs。 He was a
strange man e home to her。 Glancing at him； she saw she could
not reduce him to what he had been before。 In an instant she
gave it up。 Yet not without a pang of rage； which would insist
on their old； beloved love； their old； accustomed intimacy and
her old； established supremacy。 She almost rose up to fight for
them。 And looking at him； and remembering his father； she was
wary。 This was the new turn of affairs！
Very good； if she could not influence him in the old way； she
would be level with him in the new。 Her old defiant hostility
came up。 Very good； she too was out on her own adventure。 Her
voice； her manner changed； she was ready for the game。 Something
was liberated in her。 She liked him。 She liked this strange man
e home to her。 He was very wele； indeed！ She was very glad
to wele a stranger。 She had been bored by the old husband。 To
his latent； cruel smile she replied with brilliant challenge。 He
expected her to keep the moral fortress。 Not she！ It was much
too dull a part。 She challenged him back with a sort of
radiance； very bright and free； opposite to him。 He looked at
her； and his eyes glinted。 She too was out in the field。
His senses pricked up and keenly attended to her。 She
laughed； perfectly indifferent and loose as he was。 He came
towards her。 She neither rejected him nor responded to him。 In a
kind of radiance； superb in her inscrutability； she laughed
before him。 She too could throw everything overboard； love；
intimacy； responsibility。 What were her four children to her
now？ What did it matter that this man was the father of her four
children？
He was the sensual male seeking his pleasure； she was the
female ready to take hers： but in her own way。 A man could turn
into a free lance： so then could a woman。 She adhered as little
as he to the moral world。 All that had gone before was nothing
to her。 She was another woman； under the instance of a strange
man。 He was a stranger to her； seeking his own ends。 Very good。
She wanted to see what this stranger would do now； what he
was。
She laughed； and kept him at arm's length； whilst apparently
ignoring him。 She watched him undress as if he were a stranger。
Indeed he was a stranger to her。
And she roused him profoundly； violently； even before he
touched her。 The little creature in Nottingham had but been
leading up to this。 They abandoned in one motion the moral
position； each was seeking gratification pure and simple。
Strange his wife was to him。 It was as if he were a perfect
stranger； as if she were infinitely and essentially strange to
him； the other half of the world； the dark half of the moon。 She
waited for his touch as if he were a marauder who had e in；
infinitely unknown and desirable to her。 And he began to
discover her。 He had an inkling of the vastness of the unknown
sensual store of delights she was。 With a passion of
voluptuousness that made him dwell on each tiny beauty； in a
kind of frenzy of enjoyment； he lit upon her： her beauty； the
beauties； the separate； several beauties of her body。
He self； and sensually transported
by that which he discovered in her。 He was another man revelling
over her。 There was no tenderness； no love between them any
more； only the maddening； sensuous lust for discovery and the
insatiable； exorbitant gratification in the sensual beauties of
her body。 And she was a store； a store of absolute beauties that
it drove him to contemplate。 There was such a feast to enjoy；
and he with only one man's capacity。
He lived in a passion of sensual discovery with her for some
time……it was a duel： no love； no words； no kisses even；
only the maddening perception of beauty consummate； absolute
through touch。 He wanted to touch her； to discover her；
maddeningly he wanted to know her。 Yet he must not hurry； or he
missed everything。 He must enjoy one beauty at a time。 And the
multitudinous beauties of her body； the many little rapturous
places； sent him mad with delight； and with desire to be able to
know more； to have strength to know more。 For all was there。
He would say during the daytime：
〃To…night I shall know the little hollow under her ankle；
where the blue vein crosses。〃 And the thought of it； and the
desire for it； made a thick darkness of anticipation。
He would go all the day waiting for the night to e； when
he could give himself to the enjoyment of some luxurious
absolute of beauty in her。 The thought of the hidden resources
of her； the undiscovered beauties and ecstatic places of delight
in her body； waiting； only waiting for him to discover them；
sent him slightly insane。 He was obsessed。 If he did not
discover and make known to himself these delights； they might be
lost for ever。 He wished he had a hundred men's energies； with
which to enjoy her。 ＇He wished he were a cat； to lick her with a
rough； grating； lascivious tongue。 He wanted to wallow in her；
bury himself in her flesh； cover himself over with her flesh。＇
And she； separate； with a strange； dangerous； glistening look
in her eyes received all his activities upon her as if they were
expected by her； and provoked him ore；
till sometimes he was ready to perish for sheer inability to be
satisfied of her； inability to have had enough of her。
Their children became m