e foreman liked him。 Playground equipment。 A large swing set。 A huge jungle gym。 A sandbox； plete with half a dump truck‘s load of sand。 All the things that his two…year…old son would someday cavort on when he was old enough for kindergarten in the Fairfax County Schools。 But it was structural work； and it required assembly； and the former Marine and two others fumbled through the plans like fathers in a backyard； figuring which bolts went where。 Theirs was not to reason why； not as union construction workers on a government contract。 Besides； he thought； there was no understanding the Green Machine。 The Corps operated according to a plan that no man really figured out； and if they wanted to pay him overtime for this； then that was another monthly house payment earned for every three days he came here。 Jobs like this might be crazy； but he sure liked the money。 About the only thing he didn‘t like was the length of the mute。 Maybe they‘d have to do something equally crazy at Fort Belvoir； he hoped； finishing the last item on the jungle gym。 He could drive from his house to that place in twenty minutes or so。 But the Army was a little more rational than the Corps。 It had to be。
‘So what‘s new？‘ Peter Henderson asked。 They were dining just off The Hill； two acquaintances from New England； one a Harvard graduate； the other from Brown； one a junior aide to a senator； the other a junior member of the White House staff。
‘It never changes； Peter；‘ Wally Hicks said resignedly。 ‘The peace talks are going nowhere。 We keep killing their people。 They keep killing ours。 I don‘t think there‘s ever going to be peace in our time； you know？‘
‘It has to； Wally；‘ Henderson said； reaching for his second beer。
‘If it doesn‘t …‘ Hicks started to say gloomily。
Both had been seniors at the Andover Academy in October 1962； close friends and roommates who had shared class notes and girlfriends。 Their real political majority had e one Tuesday night； however； when they‘d watched their country‘s president give a tense national address on the black…and…white television in the dormitory lounge。 There were missiles in Cuba； they‘d learned； something that had been hinted at in the papers for several days； but these were children of the TV generation； and contemporary reality came in horizontal lines on a glass tube。 For both of them it had been a stunning if somewhat belated entree into the real world for which their expensive boarding school ought to have prepared them more speedily。 But theirs was the fat and lazy time for American youth； all the more so that their wealthy families had further insulated them from reality with the privilege that money could buy without imparting the wisdom required for its proper use。
The sudden and shocking thought had arrived in both minds at the same instant： it could all be over。 Nervous chatter in the room told them more。 They were surrounded by Targets。 Boston to the southeast； Westover Air Force Base to the southwest； two other SAC bases； Pease and Loring； within a hundred…mile radius。 Portsmouth Naval Base； which housed nuclear submarines。 If the missiles flew； they would not survive； either the blast or the fallout would get them。 And neither of them had even gotten laid yet。 Other boys in the dorm had made their claims … some of them； perhaps； might even have been true … but Peter and Wally didn‘t lie to each other； and neither had scored； despite repeated and earnest efforts。 How was it possible that the world didn‘t take their personal needs into account？ Weren‘t they the elite？ Didn‘t their lives matter？
It was a sleepless night； that Tuesday in October； Henderson and Hicks sitting up； whispering their conversation； trying to e to terms with a world that had transformed itself from fort to danger without the proper warning。 Clearly； they had to find a way to change things。 After graduation； though each went a separate way； Brown and Harvard were separated by only a brief drive； and both their friendship and their mission in life continued and grew。 Both majored in political science because that was the proper major for entering into the process which really mattered in the world。 Both got master‘s degrees； and most important of all； both were noticed by people who mattered … their parents helped there； and in finding a form of government service that did not expose them to uniformed servitude。 The time of their vulnerability to the draft was early enough that a quiet telephone call to the right bureaucrat was sufficient。
And so； now； both young men had achieved their own entry…level positions in sensitive posts； both as aides to important men。 Their heady expectations of landing policymaking roles while still short of thirty had run hard into the blank wall of reality； but in fact they were closer to it than they fully appreciated； In screening information for their bosses and deciding what appeared on the master‘s desk in what order； they had a real effect on the decision process； and they also had access to data that was wide； diverse； and sensitive。 As a result in many ways both knew more than their bosses did。 And that； Hicks and Henderson thought； was fitting； because they often understood the important things better than their bosses did。 It was all so clear。 War was a bad thing and had to be avoided entirely； or when that wasn‘t possible； ended as rapidly as one could bring it about； because war ended lives； and that was a very bad thing； and with war out of the way； people could learn to solve their disagreements peacefully。 It was so obvious both stood in wonder that so many people failed to grasp the simple clarity of the Truth that both men had discovered in high school。
There was only one difference between the two； really。 As a White House staffer； Hicks worked inside the system。 But be shared everything with his classmate； which was okay because both had Special Access security clearances … and besides； he needed the feedback of a trained mind he both understood and trusted。
Hicks didn‘t know that Henderson had taken one step beyond him。 If he couldn‘t change government policy from the inside； Henderson had decided during the Days of Rage following the Cambodia incursion； he had to get help from the outside … some outside agency that could assist him in blocking government actions that endangered the world。 There were others around the world who shared his aversion to war； people who saw that you couldn‘t force people to accept a form of government they really didn‘t want。 The first contact had e at Harvard； a friend in the peace movement。 Now he municated with someone else。 He ought to have shared this fact with his friend； Henderson told himself； but the timing just wasn‘t right。 Wally might not understand yet。
‘ … it has to； and it will；‘ Henderson said； waving to the waitress for another round。 ‘The war will end。 We will get out。 Vietnam will have the government it wants。 We will have lost a war； and that will be a good thing for our country。 We‘ll learn from that。 We‘ll learn the limits of our power。 We‘ll learn to live and let live； and then we can give peace a chance。‘
Kelly arose after five。 The events of the previous day had left him more fatig