ignore their confused expressions and leave。
道理我们都明白，但感情却是实实在在的。
We know it won’t be accepted； but our feeling is too strong。
第四部分日记本
我的英语进步很快，方说是因为我聪明。我打她一下说，那当然了。
Fong say my English really improved because I am very clever。 I laugh and playfully tap her。
打开日记本，这里面装的都是我和方的昨天。我认真记录着今天，也憧憬着我们的明天。
Looking at my journal； I read the past time shared between us； and write what I feel now； and ponder our future。
第四部分冬天来了
天冷了。冬天还是来了。
The weather is getting colder as winter draws closer。
方是南方人，我怕她承受不了北京冬天的冷，去商场买了毛线，我要织件毛衣给她穿。
Fong is from southern China； so I worry that the weather in Beijing will be too cold for her。 I go to buy wool to knit her a jumper。
第四部分莫名的感动
最近单位老是加班，回到家都很晚了。每次进家总是方在看书，饭桌上放着做好的饭菜。我的心里有种莫名的感动。
Recently； I work at lot of OT； so I get home late； but I find Fong is studying and the food is ready。 I fall touch by this。
毛衣织好了。方穿在身上高兴得什么似的，不停地照着镜子。
I finish the jumper for Fong。 She is very happy and wears it in front of the mirror。
第四部分平凡和幸福
有天夜里我醒来，走到方的屋子，她睡着的姿势完全像个孩子，我轻轻地吻了一下她的额，我突然觉得，我们俩是那么的平凡和幸福啊。
At midnight one night I awake； and go into Fong’s room。 She is sleeping like a baby； I kiss her forehead and realized how happy we are。
今天晚上有流星雨。我站在楼顶看流星，我想让流星等一等，我要许个愿，可是等一等就什么也看不见了。
At night there is a meteor shower。 I stand at the top of the building to watch them； I hope the shooting stars could continue long enough for me to make a wish； but they never stop。
第四部分雨伞下我搂着她的肩膀
方来接我下班，雨伞下我搂着她的肩膀。看着路边行人望过来的目光，我赶紧松开了手。
Fong pick me up from work。 I get under her umbrella ant put my arm around her。 When I see people’s reactions to this； I put my arm back down。
方考上了研究生，真为她高兴。周末我拉着她一起去逛街。
We find out that Fong have got on to the ‘master course’。 I am very proud and happy for her。 We go shopping together at the weekend to celebrate。
第四部分夏天真好
夏天真好，蝉儿欢跃，街上到处都是漂亮的男生和女生。
The summer is e； and the cicada bug’s are singing loudly。 The streets are filled with good looking boys and girls。
方经常给我讲她在学校的故事，还有排队去食堂打饭和有个连普通话都说不好的同学。
Fong tell me funny stories about her friends in university； who she chat in the canteen with。 Some of them have strong regional accents； even sometimes she can not understand them。
第五部分方还没有回来
上楼时看见一个男生手里拿个篮球匆匆忙忙地往下跑。我打开房门，方还没有回来。
One day； when I go into our apartment； I see a boy past me in the opposite direction carrying a basketball。 I soon find that Fong is not in。
方最近总是回来很晚。我边看电视边收拾房间。
Often lately； Fong has been ing home late。 I have the television on while I tidy up。
第五部分广这个名字
慢慢地我发现，方说话的时候经常提到广这个名字。
After a few days I realize Fong have mentioned a boy called Gu…ang several times。
广是她们学校别的系的研究生，人很好。方说这话看我的时候，眼神有点游离。
Gu…ang is in a different department of Fong in university； he is always nice to people。 When Fong talk about him； she avoids eye contact with me。
第五部分我觉得有点冷
我披件衣服在自己身上，我觉得有点冷，心里。
Even though I throw on the clothes； I still felt cold in my heart。
今年的苹果不甜。望着远处的香山，叶子应该还没有红吧。
This year’s apples do not taste as good。 I look into the distance at the red leaves on Shi…ang mountain should not be that colour yet
第五部分去学校看方
去学校看方，她和几个同学在操场上打羽毛球，还有个男生，我想就是广吧。
I visit Fong at her university and see her playing badminton with her friends。 She is also whit a boy。 I realize he must be Gu…ang。
傍晚，我和方去肯德基吃东西。
I and Fong go to KFC for dinner in the evening。
第五部分模糊与清晰并存
我讲着未来也说些过去。方望过来的目光，让我假装自己做了个深呼吸。
We discuss the past and the future of us； she seems different from before； and this make me feel cold inside。
眼前的方模糊与清晰并存。模糊的是身影，清晰的是感觉。
I can not see Fong clearly； but her coldness towards me is easy to see。
第五部分没有一句对话
我煮好她喜欢吃的小鸡炖蘑菇。我们专心地吃，没有一句对话。其实，这菜的盐放多了，非常咸，可我们却吃得干干净净。
I cook her favorite food。 We ate without talking。 Actually； I put too much salt in； but we still eat it all。
夜晚是美丽伤感的。天黑黑，心灰灰。
The night is beautiful but sad。 It is black； but my heart feels darker。
第五部分方和广在打电话找我
头很疼。睁开眼，一个大男孩望着我，手里拿条白色毛巾。隐约听到有歌声传来：只要你一个眼神肯定，我的爱就有意义……
My head aches。 When I open my eyes and see a boy looking at me； holding a white towel。 I can hear the love song faintly； which is the one I have heard from my neighbor’s room before。
大男孩扶我回家的时候，方和广在打电话找我。
The boy helps me to get home； while Fong and Gu…ang are trying to contact me。
第五部分枫叶红了
秋天的末尾，天依然湛蓝，阳光温暖。
The weather is sunny and the sky is very bole。 It is still very warm。
枫叶红了。
The maple leaves have tuned red。