The night passed rapidly。 I was too tired even to dream; I only once awoke to hear the wind rave in furious gusts; and the rain fall in torrents; and to be sensible that Miss Miller had taken her place by my side。 When I again unclosed my eyes; a loud bell was ringing; the girls were up and dressing; day had not yet begun to dawn; and a rushlight or two burned in the room。 I too rose reluctantly; it was bitter cold; and I dressed as well as I could for shivering; and washed when there was a basin at liberty; which did not occur soon; as there was but one basin to six girls; on the stands down the middle of the room。 Again the bell rang: all formed in file; two and two; and in that order descended the stairs and entered the cold and dimly lit schoolroom: here prayers were read by Miss Miller; afterwards she called out—
“Form classes!”
A great tumult succeeded for some minutes; during which Miss Miller repeatedly exclaimed; “Silence!” and “Order!” When it subsided; I saw them all drawn up in four semicircles; before four chairs; placed at the four tables; all held books in their hands; and a great book; like a Bible; lay on each table; before the vacant seat。 A pause of some seconds succeeded; filled up by the low; vague hum of numbers; Miss Miller walked from class to class; hushing this indefinite sound。
A distant bell tinkled: immediately three ladies entered the room; each walked to a table and took her seat。 Miss Miller assumed the fourth vacant chair; which was that nearest the door; and around which the smallest of the children were assembled: to this inferior class I was called; and placed at the bottom of it。
Business now began; the day’s Collect was repeated; then certain texts of Scripture were said; and to these succeeded a protracted reading of chapters in the Bible; which lasted an hour。 By the time that exercise was terminated; day had fully dawned。 The indefatigable bell now sounded for the fourth time: the classes were marshalled and marched into another room to breakfast: how glad I was to behold a prospect of getting something to eat! I was now nearly sick from inanition; having taken so little the day before。
The refectory was a great; low…ceiled; gloomy room; on two long tables smoked basins of something hot; which; however; to my dismay; sent forth an odour far from inviting。 I saw a universal manifestation of discontent when the fumes of the repast met the nostrils of those destined to swallow it; from the van of the procession; the tall girls of the first class; rose the whispered words—
“Disgusting! The porridge is burnt again!”
“Silence!” ejaculated a voice; not that of Miss Miller; but one of the upper teachers; a little and dark personage; smartly dressed; but of somewhat morose aspect; who installed herself at the top of one table; while a more buxom lady presided at the other。 I looked in vain for her I had first seen the night before; she was not visible: Miss Miller occupied the foot of the table where I sat; and a strange; foreign…looking; elderly lady; the French teacher; as I afterwards found; took the corresponding seat at the other board。 A long grace was said and a hymn sung; then a servant brought in some tea for the teachers; and the meal began。
Ravenous; and now very faint; I devoured a spoonful or two of my portion without thinking of its taste; but the first edge of hunger blunted; I perceived I had got in hand a nauseous mess; burnt porridge is almost as bad as rotten potatoes; famine itself soon sickens over it。 The spoons were moved slowly: I saw each girl taste her food and try to swallow it; but in most cases the effort was soon relinquished。 Breakfast was over; and none had breakfasted。 Thanks being returned for what we had not got; and a second hymn chanted; the refectory was evacuated for the schoolroom。 I was one of the last to go out; and in passing the tables; I saw one teacher take a basin of the porridge and taste it; she looked at the others; all their countenances expressed displeasure; and one of them; the stout one; whispered—
“Abominable stuff! How shameful!”
A quarter of an hour passed before lessons again began; during which the schoolroom was in a glorious tumult; for that space of time it seemed to be permitted to talk loud and more freely; and they used their privilege。 The whole conversation ran on the breakfast; which one and all abused roundly。 Poor things! it was the sole consolation they had。 Miss Miller was now the only teacher in the room: a group of great girls standing about her spoke with serious and sullen gestures。 I heard the name of Mr。 Brocklehurst pronounced by some lips; at which Miss Miller shook her head disapprovingly; but she made no great effort to cheek the general wrath; doubtless she shared in it。
A clock in the schoolroom struck nine; Miss Miller left her circle; and standing in the middle of the room; cried—
“Silence! To your seats!”
Discipline prevailed: in five minutes the confused throng was resolved into order; and parative silence quelled the Babel clamour of tongues。 The upper teachers now punctually resumed their posts: but still; all seemed to wait。 Ranged on benches down the sides of the room; the eighty girls sat motionless and erect; a quaint assemblage they appeared; all with plain locks bed from their faces; not a curl visible; in brown dresses; made high and surrounded by a narrow tucker about the throat; with little pockets of holland (shaped something like a Highlander’s purse) tied in front of their frocks; and destined to serve the purpose of a work… bag: all; too; wearing woollen stockings and country…made shoes; fastened with brass buckles。 Above twenty of those clad in this costume were full…grown girls; or rather young women; it suited them ill; and gave an air of oddity even to the prettiest。
I was still looking at them; and also at intervals examining the teachers—none of whom precisely pleased me; for the stout one was a little coarse; the dark one not a little fierce; the foreigner harsh and grotesque; and Miss Miller; poor thing! looked purple; weather… beaten; and over…worked—when; as my eye wandered from face to face; the whole school rose simultaneously; as if moved by a mon spring。
What was the matter? I had heard no order given: I was puzzled。 Ere I had gathered my wits; the classes were again seated: but as all eyes were now turned to one point; mine followed the general direction; and encountered the personage who had received me last night。 She stood at the bottom of the long room; on the hearth; for there was a fire at each end; she surveyed the two rows of girls silently and gravely。 Miss Miller approaching; seemed to ask her a question; and having received her answer; went back to her place; and said aloud—
“Monitor of the first class; fetch the globes!”
While the direction was being executed; the lady consulted moved slowly up the room。 I suppose I have a considerable organ of veneration; for I retain yet the sense of admiring awe with which my eyes traced her steps。 Seen now; in broad daylight; she looked tall; fair; and shapely; brown eyes with a benignant light in their irids; and a fine pencilling of long lashes round; relieved the whiteness of her large fro