《1 twilight暮色》

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When the school day had finally ended; I walked to the parking lot 
without enthusiasm。 I did not especially want to walk home; but I 
couldn't see how he would have retrieved my truck。 Then again; I was 
starting to believe that nothing was impossible for him。 The latter 
instinct proved correct — my truck sat in the same space he'd parked his 
Volvo in this morning。 I shook my head; incredulous; as I opened the 
unlocked door and saw the key in the ignition。 

There was a piece of white paper folded on my seat。 I got in and closed 
the door before I unfolded it。 Two words were written in his elegant 
script。 



Be safe。 

The sound of the truck roaring to life frightened me。 I laughed at myself。 

When I got home; the handle of the door was locked; the dead bolt 
unlocked; just as I'd left it this morning。 Inside; I went straight to 
the laundry room。 It looked just the same as I'd left it; too。 I dug for 
my jeans and; after finding them; checked the pockets。 Empty。 Maybe I'd 
hung my key up after all; I thought; shaking my head。 

Following the same instinct that had prompted me to lie to Mike; I called 
Jessica on the pretense of wishing her luck at the dance。 When she 
offered the same wish for my day with Edward; I told her about the 
cancellation。 She was more disappointed than really necessary for a 
thirdparty observer to be。 I said goodbye quickly after that。 

Charlie was absentminded at dinner; worried over something at work; I 
guessed; or maybe a basketball game; or maybe he was just really enjoying 
the lasagna — it was hard to tell with Charlie。 

〃You know; Dad…〃 I began; breaking into his reverie。 

〃What's that; Bell?〃 

〃I think you're right about Seattle。 I think I'll wait until Jessica or 
someone else can go with me。〃 

〃Oh;〃 he said; surprised。 〃Oh; okay。 So; do you want me to stay home?〃 

〃No; Dad; don't change your plans。 I've got a million things to do… 
homework; laundry… I need to go to the library and the grocery store。 
I'll be in and out all day… you go and have fun。〃 

〃Are you sure?〃 

〃Absolutely; Dad。 Besides; the freezer is getting dangerously low on fish 
— we're down to a two; maybe three years' supply。〃 

〃You're sure easy to live with; Bella。〃 He smiled。 

〃I could say the same thing about you;〃 I said; laughing。 The sound of my 
laughter was off; but he didn't seem to notice。 I felt so guilty for 
deceiving him that I almost took Edward's advice and told him where I 
would be。 Almost。 

After dinner; I folded clothes and moved another load through the dryer。 
Unfortunately it was the kind of job that only keeps hands busy。 My mind 
definitely had too much free time; and it was getting out of control。 I 
fluctuated between anticipation so intense that it was very nearly pain; 
and an insidious fear that picked at my resolve。 I had to keep reminding 
myself that I'd made my choice; and I wasn't going back on it。 I pulled 
his note out of my pocket much more often than necessary to absorb the 
two small words he'd written。 He wants me to be safe; I told myself again 
and again。 I would just hold on to the faith that; in the end; that 
desire would win out over the others。 And what was my other choice — to 
cut him out of my life? Intolerable。 Besides; since I'd e to Forks; it 
really seemed like my life was about him。 

But a tiny voice in the back of my mind worried; wondering if it would 
hurt very much… if it ended badly。 

I was relieved when it was late enough to be acceptable for bedtime。 I 
knew I was far too stressed to sleep; so I did something I'd never done 
before。 I deliberately took unnecessary cold medicine — the kind that 
knocked me out for a good eight hours。 I normally wouldn't condone that 
type of behavior in myself; but tomorrow would be plicated enough 
without me being loopy from sleep deprivation on top of everything else。 
While I waited for the drugs to kick in; I dried my clean hair till it 
was impeccably straight; and fussed over what I would wear tomorrow。 With 
everything ready for the morning; I finally lay in my bed。 I felt hyper; 
I couldn't stop twitching。 I got up and rifled through my shoebox of CDs 
until I found a collection of Chopin's nocturnes。 I put that on very 
quietly and then lay down again; concentrating on relaxing individual 
parts of my body。 Somewhere in the middle of that exercise; the cold 
pills took effect; and I gladly sank into unconsciousness。 



I woke early; having slept soundly and dreamlessly thanks to my 
gratuitous drug use。 Though I was well rested; I slipped right back into 
the same hectic frenzy from the night before。 I dressed in a rush; 

smoothing my collar against my neck; fidgeting with the tan sweater till 
it hung right over my jeans。 I sneaked a swift look out the window to see 
that Charlie was already gone。 A thin; cottony layer of clouds veiled the 
sky。 They didn't look very lasting。 

I ate breakfast without tasting the food; hurrying to clean up when I was 
done。 I peeked out the window again; but nothing had changed。 I had just 
finished brushing my teeth and was heading back downstairs when a quiet 
knock sent my heart thudding against my rib cage。 

I flew to the door; I had a little trouble with the simple dead bolt; but 
I yanked the door open at last; and there he was。 All the agitation 
dissolved as soon as I looked at his face; calm taking its place。 I 
breathed a sigh of relief — yesterday's fears seemed very foolish with 
him here。 

He wasn't smiling at first — his face was somber。 But then his expression 
lightened as he looked me over; and he laughed。 

〃Good morning;〃 he chuckled。 

〃What's wrong?〃 I glanced down to make sure I hadn't forgotten anything 
important; like shoes; or pants。 

〃We match。〃 He laughed again。 I realized he had a long; light tan sweater 
on; with a white collar showing underneath; and blue jeans。 I laughed 
with him; hiding a secret twinge of regret — why did he have to look like 
a runway model when I couldn't? 

I locked the door behind me while he walked to the truck。 He waited by 
the passenger door with a martyred expression that was easy to understand。 

〃We made a deal;〃 I reminded him smugly; climbing into the driver's seat; 
and reaching over to unlock his door。 

〃Where to?〃 I asked。 

〃Put your seat belt on — I'm nervous already。〃 

I gave him a dirty look as I plied。 

〃Where to?〃 I repeated with a sigh。 

〃Take the oneohone north;〃 he ordered。 

It was surprisingly difficult to concentrate on the road while feeling 
his gaze on my face。 I pensated by driving more carefully than usual 
through the stillsleeping town。 

〃Were you planning to make it out of Forks before nightfall?〃 

〃This truck is old enough to be your car's grandfather — have some 
respect;〃 I retorted。 

We were soon out of the town limits; despite his negativity。 Thick 
underbrush and greenswathed trunks replaced the lawns and houses。 

〃Turn right on the oen;〃 he instructed just as I was about to ask。 I 
obeyed silently。 

〃Now we drive until the pavement ends。〃 

I could hear a smile in his voice; but I was too 

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