《the days of my life》

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neral idea; his was always a nature full of sadness — perhaps to some more subtle reason。 At any rate; it was so。
I have not seen much of Andrew Lang of late years; for the reason that we lived totally different lives in totally different localities。 The last time we met was about a year ago at a meeting of the Dickens Centenary Fund mittee; after which I walked far with him on his homeward way; and we talked as we used to talk in the days when we were so much together。 The time before that was about two years ago; when I dined alone with him and Mrs。 Lang at Marloes Road; and we passed a delightful evening。
Letters; too; have been scarce between us for some years; though I have hundreds of the earlier times。 Here are extracts from one or two of the last which have a melancholy interest now。
October 18; 1911。
Dear Rider; — Thanks for the Hare 'this refers to my tale of “The Mahatma and the Hare”'。 。 。 。 I bar chevying hares; but we are all hunted from birth to death by impecunious relations; disease; care; and every horror。 The hare is not hunted half so much or half so endlessly。 However; anyway; I have not chevied a hare since I was nine; and that only on my two little legs; all alone!
Yours ever;
A。 Lang。
If I were the Red…faced Man I’d say that from the beginning all my forbears were hunters; that it got into the blood; and went out of the blood with advancing age; so that perhaps it might go out altogether; though I hardly think it will。 And ask WHO made it so!
By some chance there is a copy of my answer to this letter; also of two subsequent ones which deal with what might have been a business matter。
October 19; 1911。
My dear Andrew; — Yes; I have hinted at this hunting of Man on p。 135; and at a probable reason。 You are right: hunted we are; and by a large pack! Still I don’t know that this justifies us in hunting other things。 At any rate the idea came to me and I expressed it。 But I might as well have kept it to myself。 I doubt whether the papers will touch the thing: to notice an attack on blood sports might not be popular!
As one grows old; I think the sadness of the world impresses one more and more。 If there is nothing beyond it is indeed a tragedy。 But; thank Heaven! I can’t think that。 I think it less and less。 I am engaged on writing (for publication AFTER I have walked “the Great White Road”) my reminiscences of my early life in Africa; etc。 It is a sad job。 There before me are the letters from those dear old friends of my youth; Shepstone; Osborn; Clarke and many others; and nearly every one of them is dead! But I don’t believe that I shall never see them more; indeed I seem to grow nearer to them。
When I was a lad at Scoones’ I had an intimate friend named Sheil。 When I returned from Africa I found that he had bee a Trappist monk。 We corresponded and I went to see him。 (He too is long dead。) In one of his letters I find this sentence written over thirty years ago: “What I wish is that we may all go home together and be together always。”
This exactly expresses my sentiments towards the few for whom I care — dead or living。
Ever your friend;
H。 Rider Haggard。
October 20; 1911。
Dear Rider; — I expect we shall meet our dogs and cats。 They have ghosts! I don’t much bar fox…hunting: it needs pluck; and the fox; a sportsman himself; only takes his chances and often gets away。 It’s all a matter of thinking。 Scott was a humane man; but devoted to coursing; which I abominate。 Wordsworth never thought of harm in trout…fishing; with fly。 Now I was born to be ruthful to trout; as a kid; and sinned against light; but I could not use the worm。
Why on earth do you keep letters? I have a very few sealed up; but dare not look on them 。 。 。 。
A little later; either at Charles Longman’s suggestion or with his approval; it occurred to me to try to cheer Lang up and take him out of himself a little by getting him to collaborate; or at any rate to think over collaboration; in another romance。 To this end I wrote to him as follows:
November 10; 1911。
My dear Andrew; — I have e across a scheme we had (about a quarter of a century ago) for collaboration in a novel of Old Kor。
I think it has been in bottle long enough and should be decanted。
What say you? Have you any ideas? I see stuff in it; but could not really tackle it just at present。 It would be rather jolly to do another job with you; old fellow。
After all “The World’s Desire;” about which you were rather melancholy; has stood the test of time fairly well and many people still like it much。
Ever yours;
H。 Rider Haggard。
Here is the answer; written from St。 Andrews:
November 11th。
Dear Rider; — Faire des objections c’est collaborer; but I don’t think that I could do more。 Had I any ideas of Kor long ago? “She;” I think; is not easily to be raised again unless she drops her 'word illegible' for some prehistoric admirer。 I like Kor; but have no precise conception of it; unless the Egyptians came thence。
The W。D。 '“World’s Desire”' took in despite of my ill…omened name; I brought you worse luck than you would have had alone。
Yours ever;
A。 Lang。
Do you bar ferreting rabbits? I think it damnable。
The answer to this is dated November 13; 1911。
November 13; 1911。
My dear Andrew; — All right; you shall “faire des objections;” i。e。 if we ever live to get at the thing; which I can’t do at present。
I think Kor was the mother of Egypt; which kept up a filial correspondence with her oracles。 “She” smashed the place in a rage because they tried her for the murder of Kallikrates。 Foundation of history — papyrus records brought home by Holly and sent with “Ayesha” MS。 Entered up by that old priest Junis; or someone。
Yes; ferreting rabbits is beastly; especially when the ferret freezes on to the rabbit in the hole。 But one must get rid of rabbits somehow。 Now coursing — but you know my views on the matter。
Ever yours;
H。 Rider Haggard。
I find among my copies of letters one written to Lang in 1907; which also deals with the question of a further collaboration that we contemplated at this time。 I had quite forgotten the matter; but now I remember that it came to nothing。 Lang suggested one of the old Greek legends that ended in the most horrible all…round tragedy — I do not at the moment recall which of them it was; though I could easily discover by consulting his letters of the period。
I said that it would not do: that a twentieth…century audience ething a little more cheerful。 I think he was rather cross with me about it — if he could be cross with me; for no shadow of real difference ever came between us。 At any rate the idea fell through; for which; too late; I am very sorry now。 Here is my letter:
Ditchingham House; Norfolk:
December 28; 1907。
My dear Andrew; — I’d like to do another book with you before we skip — awfully。 I think you were a bit discouraged about the “W。 Desire” because a lot of ignorant fools slated it; but in my opinion you were wrong。 That work I believe will last。 It is extraordinarily liked by many who can understand。 I told you about the American Egyptologist I met; for instance; who reads it every night!
Well now: I don’t care much for your Covenanter who would speak Scotch; e

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